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I AM POSTING THIS BECAUSE A FRIEND ON FACEBOOK JUST SPENT LIKE HALF AN HOUR CONVINCING ME TO


this is me
all fucking me
and guess what
im anorexic
i have barely eaten in the last 3 months
i literally eat 500 or less calories a day
it has currently been 19 hours since eating, 10 hours since coffee. no water since eating
but i do not lose weight
i have been anorexic in the past, as well
and in one of my favorite pictures
you can see my ribs right through my shirt
but all i can concentrate on is the tiny bulge of fat
now, i am not just overweight, but put in the weightclass of obese
someone who has had an eating disorder
centered around thinness
for 15 fucking years
is obese
do you know how that feels?
i look at old pictures of MYSELF as thinspo
can you imagine?
now im not minimizing the sufferings of you thinner sufferers
whether it be slightly thinner or alarmingly underweight
but i just want people to know
YOU CAN BE FAT AND ANOREXIC
YOU CAN BE SKINNY AND EAT TONS OF FOOD
so i wonder what people will say
when they see 
THIS
FAT
BLOBBY
REPULSIVE
body
tagged under anorexia
message me your thoughts
especially if you are a fellow sufferer
regardless of weight, height, or recovery
however, while i look at thinspo
NO PRO-ANA
srsly
i have all the tips you can collect
for restricting and purging
and have videos and articles that make food repulsive
but i will never ever give them out
you DO NOT want to have this mindset
i am sorry for the long post but on a different website
i have had people tell me i am not anorexic because i am not 30% underweight
well guess what
it doesnt matter what i weigh
i am still starving
that is anorexia

I AM POSTING THIS BECAUSE A FRIEND ON FACEBOOK JUST SPENT LIKE HALF AN HOUR CONVINCING ME TO

this is me

all fucking me

and guess what

im anorexic

i have barely eaten in the last 3 months

i literally eat 500 or less calories a day

it has currently been 19 hours since eating, 10 hours since coffee. no water since eating

but i do not lose weight

i have been anorexic in the past, as well

and in one of my favorite pictures

you can see my ribs right through my shirt

but all i can concentrate on is the tiny bulge of fat

now, i am not just overweight, but put in the weightclass of obese

someone who has had an eating disorder

centered around thinness

for 15 fucking years

is obese

do you know how that feels?

i look at old pictures of MYSELF as thinspo

can you imagine?

now im not minimizing the sufferings of you thinner sufferers

whether it be slightly thinner or alarmingly underweight

but i just want people to know

YOU CAN BE FAT AND ANOREXIC

YOU CAN BE SKINNY AND EAT TONS OF FOOD

so i wonder what people will say

when they see 

THIS

FAT

BLOBBY

REPULSIVE

body

tagged under anorexia

message me your thoughts

especially if you are a fellow sufferer

regardless of weight, height, or recovery

however, while i look at thinspo

NO PRO-ANA

srsly

i have all the tips you can collect

for restricting and purging

and have videos and articles that make food repulsive

but i will never ever give them out

you DO NOT want to have this mindset

i am sorry for the long post but on a different website

i have had people tell me i am not anorexic because i am not 30% underweight

well guess what

it doesnt matter what i weigh

i am still starving

that is anorexia

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    Thank you so much darling :) I am currently eating about 1400 a day, but its sooooo hard mentally. The other day my bf...
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    it makes me sad that ANYONE could hate there body so much to become anarexic or belimic. but the fact is, i do know it...
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    I think your beautiful
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    You’re fucking beautiful ok. Who cares about weight?! It’s not important to who YOU are. YOU are perfect. YOU are...
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